Mark 9:24

I found this bible passage just now, because I needed to find it.

It perfectly illustrates my faith struggles as of late. Whenever I remember to say a prayer, the back of my mind starts taking over: What the hell are you doing? No one is listening. There is no God.

I know I have alot to be thankful for. I have not been traumatized in a way that might make me lose my faith. But still, here I am, wondering if there is a God.

I've been standing at this crossroads for quite some time, but now I think I'm taking my first baby step towards the right road. It's time to start building my relationship with Him.

/preach.